I've been in Basel for two week ends now, the first one I was sick. Today I went to the Migros Museum and the Kunsthaus with Nico. He's a bit on edge because he's preparing so much stuff. He's a bit scared that his work won't be good enough. I'm enjoying my time here, but need to keep reminding myself that stress is building up at home and that I shouldn't get too comfortable with just enjoying stuff here. We also went to the park today to relax. In the morning we had sex, but it wasn't great for me. And now I'm a bit horny and feel like I want to masturbate but don't have any energy, so I'm a bit frustrated. As always with things that frustrate me it makes me think of Sami and this: Why do I need to be horny when thinking of him? It's a bit annoying. But also very nice, so what are you gonna do about it? And my memory is such shit that I forgot what we were texting about last Friday morning (yes we're still doing the good morning thing). Yesterday evening we had our first open studios thing at my residency (I wanted to write residence but decided to look up if there is a difference and found out that residency is used for artists) which was very nice. My room isn't great for hanging stuff because of the small windows and all the stuff in front of them, but well make it work somehow. Whateven